i reread my entire diary tonight. i've concluded that:

~i am always somehow terribly mixed up but always willing to fix it

~even though i seem to have no morals, i have high respect for paying attention to my needs and the needs of others. i love that in myself.

~i'm creative and smart

~i love the people in my life deep and hard and with gratitude. even everything i've ever said doesn't make what i feel for them come to life fully enough.

~i'm insightful

~i write with the purpose to make a difference. even if it's only towards myself, which is substantial enough.

~i'm silly

~i try anything worth trying. and this is everything.

2003-08-16, 11:45 p.m.
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