i'm doing emotional housecleaning. i'm getting rid of the dust that's accumulated all over and around the people who have promised me dinners and just wanted sex. and making room for new car rides with myself where i'm singing so loud everything makes sense. and i've dumped all the words left unsaid by so many; after years of brain-numbing perplexity over what was left to be said, i decided i'd rather leave them as the words that would have hurt me more. i'm ridding myself of the garbage bullshit ideas that somehow i'm toomuchtoointensetoohard. strength is a gift and weakness a burden and i'm both only strong for believing i deserve more than this and weak for not knowing it sooner.

2002-08-20, 11:56 p.m.
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