numbered truthes

sometimes the most simple answers written down become poetry louder than airplanes and insecurities:

im afraid im just always killing time until the next thing happens. brooklyn. like any hero, id get the girl. i am entirely too jealous for anything beyond one and one. ah. the cute girl sporting a tie, in the quails. she rocked hard and sexy. psychoanalysis. i think of myself as a collection of all the things i could never possibly explain with words. youre fucking mine. i constantly feel like any time anyone says or does anything nice, its because they feel bad for me. im insecure like that. with the most insanely fast moving, incoherent, and sometimes beautiful word combinations. pat benatar's, "invincible." old school geek punk. grrrl rock. keeping secrets. doing things that feel completely out of character. michelle tea's, valencia. it made me want to get girls wetter than the san Francisco weather. apparently im a demanding, jealous, guilt tripper. seriously, fuck that. they would probably say im the funny, easy going type that they feel genuinely comfortable around. i agree with that i suppose, and plus i think im big time loyal. virgo style. im pretty sure the post high school years are in much darker print. before that is probably written in faded pencil. i wasnt so sure of myself yet. "when you were a flame and i was a moth to you, could you even see me through your burning. and when my wings caught aflame, did it so much as startle you, or did you even notice." (the quails, "when i was a lifeboat.") i have always wanted to discover some brilliant correlation between the way people take their coffee and some significant aspect of their personality. we'll see.

2002-08-17, 4:57 p.m.
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