i am not officially a mother so much as i long to be one. i love to say that i am my cat's mother and then my niece clarissa will say "but who is his REAL mother?" and i don't have an answer for that. but 98% of the time lately i am thinking about being a mother. i can't wait to wake up for 2am feedings, solve conflicts, help with homework. i long to do the unappealing things associated with motherhood which i think is a good sign. james and i have definitively chosen our girl's name: skylar. i am positively obsessed with that name and we both use the name regularly as if she already exists. for a boy, the names are down to 3- dylan, brandon or james the III and in that order. i think its funny that 2/3 names are 90210 names. i'm not a big fan of jrs and III's and i doubt highly that i will resort to that, unless my husband demands it. i am a huge fan of dylan but i ultimately left the boy's name choice up to my husb. it is important to note now, in the months where i am actively trying to conceive, that this child is something james and i want more than anything. that our entirely lives (down to every financial decision we make) are based around preparing for this child. i think some day it will be nice for my kid to read what i just wrote and feel empowered knowing he/she was loved before she/he even began. design by bluechicken previous����next |
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