daily thoughts

sometimes i think i am so incredibly difficult to love. it's not even that i'm self absorbed so much as that i'm absorbed in whatever project my mind has got itself caught up on and if someone tries to interfere with that i can get very hostile. i can be very unappreciative, very secretive, very oblivious. sometimes i wish i could step into my partners shoes for a day and know what it was like to love me.

i had a dream the other night that my 2nd oldest brother invited me to his mansion and let 8 people rape me.

2004-09-30, 3:49 p.m.
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