4 nights ago i was triggered back to an emotional place i'd been many times before. settings were all the same. comfort lying in a familiar bed and next to someone whose breath you've memorized. i wish i could have let him touch me then. i wish my zenith height emotional walls would have given me a door to reach my hand through. i wish i hadn't let my tears, singular and set in slow motion, tumble down my face so alone.

2003-01-14, 12:08 a.m.
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