i'm loving you and leaving you and needing you and hating you. i'm tired of vacillating back and forth and never knowing which emotion to feel towards you. i'm bleeding our blood into buckets; he's always selling me knives. i'm saturated in milk, crashing into trees for you. the love of you turned me inside out but i'm stained on both sides. i don't want to see a car that's your car but doesn't have you in it. you know i can't stop the love of you but i have the scars all over my stomach and back. the breathing without you is difficult. you made me kill our baby. yawns are contagious but so are lies.

2001-08-26, 2:15 a.m.
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